My friend hurt me.Why do I get hurt always?

Sounds like your in love with him and you want him all to yourself. He didn't really hurt you, you hurt yourself in the way that you were thinking, you couldn't expect to have total control of his life and know every little detail, guys genreally arn't like that. And yes a proposeal is a big deal, but you shouldn't think that the instant that he decided that he was going to run and tell you, best guy friends are not the same as best girlfriends. I sounds to me that he was giving you something that you won't getting from your husband and now you feel hurt because you don't have it anymore. You may have been making the excuse of finding someone for him but you were actully finding someone for him so that you could still have him too. It sucks but you kind of did it to yourself.