Hockey Addiction Issue! plz help im going insane...slowly....help?

ive been obsessed with ice hockey ever since i was little and now that im older (13) i feel like i NEED to be on the ice at all times or i'll start spazzing out. the rink that i go to more than 4 times a week is like a home to me, and i feel homesick when im not there. Everyone that works there is family to me and im family to them. i need help, please help me before i loose it!